i am finally back here.
well , met up with a few problem lately.
dint really post for about a few weeks plus plus.
really very busy.
got test one following after the other.

anyway i got a soccer match tml.
pretty motivated and excited about it.
but i got "threatened" by one senoir.
as in not really threatened.
its just a word to put it that way
because i am now like trapped inbetween 2 doors,
wondering to leave thru which door?
or can i just stay there
not willing to choose any door?

i had to choose between my passion and my job.
smth like tat.
if you could choose i wonder which you would accept,
and how things would turn out to be?
if i knew how things would happen ,
it will definitely be so much easier.


anyway , i have been studying .
far more better than last sem.
results have shown that i am putting more effort.
but, i still aint consistent.
i realize in poly, people get sian-ed of the slightest things.
its like paradise la for poly.
jsut that poly student dont know to treasure it.
in class if you listen like how you do in sec school,
i can assure you
that you should at least get all A for your major modules .
its a sure A especially when the lecturer knows you put in efforts
and decides to help you get better results.


i really got the soccer urge now.
but i really wanna stay in dragon boat.
i dont want to lose this motivated guys.
even if i dont row in the first team,
i dont really mind ,
at least we get to train together
and graduate from SP
being known as a Dragon boater.