i bought new shoes.
its cost me a bomb.
i even used hari raya money to chip in.
and it was barely enough.

and i had soccer match today.
i find i have not been playing soccer.
its like i am doing 'wtf' in the team.
we suppose to beat this team.
and we were like almost losing.
and luckily manage to draw the match.

i feel i came in with the wrong intentions.
i thought
i thought
i thought.
but when the situation comes
i take risks that are stupid
and i end up losing it.

but i felt that i was abit slow
but it was the mud that made me very wierd.
i really felt stupid.

next time i go in the pitch.
its gonna be different
the confidence will be there.
the atmosphere will be there.

and i will do my part as right mid fielder.